Sunday, August 17, 2008

Emotional Rollercoaster

I'm filled with worry since Daughter started high school

and sadness from the infrequent sightings of Son now that he drives to his before/after school events and part-time job

and joy in seeing them both help out in the childrens area at church.

I've felt disappointment when I dropped back during a group run and watched them disappear off on the horizon

and surprise when the running group leader showed up at my side so I wouldn't get lost.

and acceptance when they waited, cheered, and gave high fives when I finished.

I've experienced excitement after holding plank for 40 secs

and frustration only to fail at 20 secs the next time

and hatred toward those stinkin' push-ups.

I'm filled with enthusiasm in pursuit of a PR at the Duke City Half marathon

and apprehension toward other upcoming races that probably won't go so well

and contentment with my decision to drop out of the oly tri.

Ever have one of those days?

27 comments:

  1. Yep - sounds like you're livin!

    I'm excited about your training for the Duke City half...I think you are going to surpise yourself :)

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  2. Yes i have days like that practically every single day! Some days i really crave just to be...in the moment and not feel so much! Never happens so i roll with it the best i can!!

    Duke City half!! See, i'm only up to a 10K (hopefully) you have so much to be proud of my friend!!

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  3. Some days are like that. Love the new blog look!

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  4. All the time - damn frustrating!!!

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  5. Oh yeah! Definitely.

    Like today -- proud of my longest ride ever. Yet disappointed with how slow I am.

    So hard not to let the downs get in there and have their say isn't it.

    I agree with Cindy -- I think you'll surprise yourself at the Duke City Half.

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  6. Yes.

    btw-My son starts high school on 8/25. It's harder than I thought it was going to be.

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  7. That sounds like my every week!

    Yesterday was my longest run ever...18.5 miles. Which hurt! Yesterday I hated it, today I was proud of having finished it.

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  8. Heck yeah. Just try to spend more time/energy focusing on the good stuff.

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  9. Oh yest the ups and down of life. It happens to all of us

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  10. I think we have all been there... lif comes at you fast!

    Em

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  11. It comes and goes doesn't it? You said it well.

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  12. Oh, yeah, sounds very familiar. Good luck with the half. Sounds like your run with a really nice group!

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  13. Blimey that was a bit of a day!!!

    Like the new blog style by the way - you probably did it ages ago but I only just noticed!!

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  14. Oh, yes! One of those days that has the head rolling. Ups and down all day long. But you know, reading your blog, I think you are a strong woman mentally and physically, and ready to handle it all :-)

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  15. *sigh* I hear you Lisa. Although I won't have to worry about the kiddie thing for awhile. I'll probably have to be confined to a mental institution when they start driving. GAH!

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  16. Stop it! I gave up alcohol ;-) Yes, yes, and yes! But life goes on... Time is like that.

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  17. Hang in there! It sounds like you have much to celebrate. :)

    The physical goals and performances are always rollercoaster-like. There are just too many variables for our bodies to be super consistent - even the elite athletes experience those. You're doing great, really!!!!

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  18. nice post.... very introspecitve....

    and about your previous post... i hear the foam roller is fantastic....the bride just bought one to use with some clients....

    note to jt. be afraid...be very afraid.

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  19. Oh yesss....I most certainly have days like that

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  20. It has been one of those months. I like the new look of the blog. And those plank times are really great!
    Take Care

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  21. Yes, every day especially with the baby in the picture. :)

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  22. Cindy already commented my comment. I was chicked in the comments.

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  23. Oh boy have I ever had one of those days!

    The blog looks great!

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  24. Ys, I have!
    Foam rollers are the BEST, in an awful sort of way

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  25. All the time, Sweetie. All the time. Alcohol helps. :D just kidding. At least you can see it and voice it and move on. Kindergarten starts tomorrow. There's always milestones and always worry no matter how old they are. :d You're a great mom. Rejoice in that. ;)

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  26. Isn't it fun to be human??

    Every day is different and that is the blessing....

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